Thursday, December 22, 2011

Isn't it funny

So I just added or changed my facebook profile to that new timeline thing. It seems like it could be pretty cool. But it lets you look back to when you first signed up for facebook til now. Well its funny to look back and see what I was thinking in 2007. Which right now seems so so long ago. I was still in love with Elder Jones who went home to Georgia. And we still talked and I thought I was going to marry him. haha. It also said who my first friends on facebook are which I am sure only 3 are still my friends. Which Nick Elkins was one of them. ;-) haha. But what I think is so funny is looking back and thinking about how I thought my life would be in almost 5 years. this is not at all how I pictured it. Or that matter how I pictured anybody I knew how there life would be. I miss being 22 and living in thatcher and working at r&r and "going to school" I miss hanging out at goodmans and Chani's. And I thought that when all that was gone I would be married and having a family to take care of not this life of Costco and coming home to nothing. So I guess the moral of this story is dreams don't come true. No matter how hard you work towards things or how perfect you try to live your life, the unexpected slaps you across the face and says wake up life sucks get use to it. And I am so happy for my friends that life really did work out for them but that happiness doesn't always come.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Here we go again

I decided only on behave of facebook that I should start to actually try to blog. Because in the info part it has a space for website and I hate to leave it blank when I have this. But I also dont want to disapoint when people go to it and there is nothing there. So here we go again.

I have also decided that my life is super boring and nothing amazing happens in it so this blog will now be dedicated to my thoughts, concerns, and the crazy shit I randomly think about. Some things I say I am sure will offend some people but that is not my intent. So if you disagree dont leave a comment just stop reading, because these are my opinions and you dont have to read them.

But just in case some of you care to know. I still work at Costco. And I have come to the conclusion that it has made me cynical or just brought out of me wjat was already there. I love my friends from there but that place is a quicksand of drama. The more you fight it, the deeper you get sucked in. I am pretty close to having just my fingertips poking out of the sand and the theme song from smallville playing in the back ground. You know "somebody save me". But that is work I still love the job I do and it pays well. I still dont have a boyfriend, husband, or someone I care to look at or talk to for longer then an hour. So life is good. Haha.

I am excited to get this thing start.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

So So Bad at blogging!

So obviously I am bad at this. And I am still in agreement with my last post which was 2 years ago.