Friday, June 19, 2009

Conclusions!

So in my life I have come to a lot of conclusions. Well for example I was an idiot when I was 16, 17, and 18. Thinking I would be married by 19 and wanting to be. I'm 24, not married and kind of happy I am not. I mean I know there are lots of joys in being married, but I know I am no where close to getting married. Or getting to know another person real good. I don't even know who I really am. I mean I do but somethings I do kind of surprise me. If you have ever met me I am scared of everything but with a little pressure I'll do pretty much anything. I know its not a good thing but it is true. If I can make someone else happy I'll do it. I also have come to a conclusion on what a true friend is. I won't go into that but I do. Also I like old things like anything thing old looking. I was just joking with my mom about buying a house within the next year and all the houses I looked at, the older, more character filled homes were the ones I liked. Also another reason I don't think I am married is I like the wrong kind of guys, actually take that back cuz when I like the right kind of boys(sam fox)I get destroyed. But the other kind of wrong for me guys are guys that drink, smoke, already have a baby. But somehow that just catches my interest. And you don't have to comment to this post by saying anything like there is still hope, keep looking, cuz I don't want to hear it I've heard it plenty on times. And well it doesn't help. I still love you all though.

On a plus note we will be moving in to our new house in less then 30 days!!!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

OK so I Know I am perfect at just about everything! :-)

This blogging thing is hard. The Last one I was going to write it but ran out of time so I tried to delete is obviously it didn't work. OK so Saturday on our "group date". Which consisted of Me and Jared, Krystal and her fiance Bruce, and Schuyler and some random guy that didn't know he was her date, went swimming at Krystal's aunt's house. We had lots of fun and I think Jared did really good for not know anybody. I was a little worried he would have a good time, which usually stresses me out til I'm not having a good time. It was a really good "date" even though it technically wasn't but we had good time.

Costco is going good and I am really starting to like pushing carts and being on the front end. The other people that work up there are really nice and fun to be around. Which is funny when I worked in the food court the wouldn't say a word to me. but The food court is kind of upper class. j/k I have been filling in a little in the food court and it is amazing time flies by in there. All i do is Laugh and Laugh. My loud Obnoxious laugh. It's way fun.

My parents finally signed papers on a house today. And the funny thing is they just looked at it yesterday. Which is good because I'm not sure how much longer we would have made it in this house. I am not looking forward to the 2 hour drive to work but I just need my bed in my own room again. Space is really a luxury.

But I'm off to bed love ya'll

Monday, June 8, 2009

Friday, June 5, 2009

I am so BAD at this!

So as my life is boring I don't feel that I have much to write about. But since I have been scolded like 4 times in the last 2 days for not updating I will do as I am told. Well I have moved from Tempe and in to my grandparents house in south west phoenix, aka the ghetto, my parents are still waiting to hear on 3 houses that they have put bids on. So we are praying and hooping that one will come about soon. Cuz this house is small and well ghetto. Another new development I got my job back at Costco. I am not in the Food Court but I miss it. I work on the Front End and push carts. Another good thing I am probably going to look Mexican because of all the sun I'm getting. Lets see what else I guess I should talk about Jared this guy I and about every other girl in my ward has a crush on. He is 31 and really cute and funny. And I have a kind of date with him on Saturday. I asked him so don't get your panties in a twist. We are going swimming a Krystal's / Aunt Marsha's house this saturday. So we'll see. It's late and I am tired so if none of this makes any sence that is why. peace and love