Another Year has Passed. oops

So I let another year pass. I guess I was busy?? No...no I wasn't. I mean if you call obsessing over a boy band busy. I mean i guess if you were 16 yeah ok I could see that, but at 28 I need help. Haha. SO I am in LOVE with One Direction, mostly Harry Styles(the youngest one of course) but I do really like their music too. I am just a sucker for upbeat harmonizing boys in their teens/ early twenty's. I guess I am writing cuz I need to go to bed but of course I can not.

So far this year has been pretty good been to a lot of concerts and realized I LOVE DOING THAT!!! In February went and saw Ed Sheeran here and in Tucson the next night. He is AMAZING! If you have never heard of him go and listen to his music you will not be disappointed. Then on a random spur of the moment urge bought tickets to Taylor Swift which was amazing. Also took my little bro to his first concert. FALL OUT BOY at The Marquee. Which is my favorite venue ever. And then to Finish off the summer me and my cousin are driving to Utah to see One Direction. But all these concert got me thinking about how much I love music and I really just think that I was made to be in that business. I know that I an awesome singer nor can I play any instruments well enough to be in a band so I decided that behind the scenes is the place for me. So I decided to stop messing around and spend money on more important things like School. Which is not my strong suit but I am actually excited to go. I think for the first time in my life. I start in the fall towards a Music Business Degree and then in 2-3 years move to LA to get a job in the bizz. It is weird but I think for the first time I have a 5 year plan or a plan in general. I am growing up. I guess it is time. blah....

On the Guy status... besides Harry Styles I have no interest in Guys. I really think that maybe Marriage and babies are not my thing. I mean as of last summer i have no interest in either. I haven't given up I just am not going to wait, look or even glance at guys. I am very sinister I know. Even if i got a boyfriend I feel like I would be trapped. even thinking about it makes me feel like I won't be able to do all the things I want to to do.

Also I am going to get a passport this summer. YAY!!! I hope to travel to Europe in the next couple of years. I most would like to go to England and Ireland but the world sounds amazing. It kind of scares me but that is also what is pushing me to do it. Also being 28 and having my 10 year high school reunion coming up and I feel like I have done nothing with my life.

Well I think that is all for now. I hope it is sooner then a year when I right next.

Harry Styles

Ed Sheeran

ONE DIRECTION

Ahhhh Disneyland

So for my cousin's graduation gift I decided to take them to Disneyland. Which has turned out to be one of the craziest and weird trips ever. It started out with 12 white shirts and turned into stalking a cute guy that worked on the trolley. I miss being 18 and silly. But it was fun to be a part of it. We ate all our favorite foods, cried im world of color, and got see the wonderful new buena vista street. Which is so beautiful! So the 12 white shirt, Andrea and I made shirts for us to wear every dag. Which turned into a crazy prodution for everyday. We got to go to the new Cars land which was amazing!!!! Also before we left Andrea and I were talking about how we never see any hot guys at Disneyland or the fact that we ever looked. So to find one with out being creepy we turned it in to a scavenger hunt. Which it got creepy. First of all I maybe loud and crazy but i am so shy when it comes to talking to strangers. And it was harder then i thought to find the stuff on my made up list. Ok so then we decided to get on the new Red Trolley which is where we met Mitchell. Haha oh poor Mitchell. He was a the cute guy we had been looking for. And it turned in to going on the Trolleys about 50 times to talk to him. But in the end he was a nice guy. Hope we weren't too creepy. But we had fun, we bonded, and we a cute guy what more could want to get out of a Disneyland trip.

Isn't it funny

So I just added or changed my facebook profile to that new timeline thing. It seems like it could be pretty cool. But it lets you look back to when you first signed up for facebook til now. Well its funny to look back and see what I was thinking in 2007. Which right now seems so so long ago. I was still in love with Elder Jones who went home to Georgia. And we still talked and I thought I was going to marry him. haha. It also said who my first friends on facebook are which I am sure only 3 are still my friends. Which Nick Elkins was one of them. ;-) haha. But what I think is so funny is looking back and thinking about how I thought my life would be in almost 5 years. this is not at all how I pictured it. Or that matter how I pictured anybody I knew how there life would be. I miss being 22 and living in thatcher and working at r&r and "going to school" I miss hanging out at goodmans and Chani's. And I thought that when all that was gone I would be married and having a family to take care of not this life of Costco and coming home to nothing. So I guess the moral of this story is dreams don't come true. No matter how hard you work towards things or how perfect you try to live your life, the unexpected slaps you across the face and says wake up life sucks get use to it. And I am so happy for my friends that life really did work out for them but that happiness doesn't always come.

Here we go again

I decided only on behave of facebook that I should start to actually try to blog. Because in the info part it has a space for website and I hate to leave it blank when I have this. But I also dont want to disapoint when people go to it and there is nothing there. So here we go again.

I have also decided that my life is super boring and nothing amazing happens in it so this blog will now be dedicated to my thoughts, concerns, and the crazy shit I randomly think about. Some things I say I am sure will offend some people but that is not my intent. So if you disagree dont leave a comment just stop reading, because these are my opinions and you dont have to read them.

But just in case some of you care to know. I still work at Costco. And I have come to the conclusion that it has made me cynical or just brought out of me wjat was already there. I love my friends from there but that place is a quicksand of drama. The more you fight it, the deeper you get sucked in. I am pretty close to having just my fingertips poking out of the sand and the theme song from smallville playing in the back ground. You know "somebody save me". But that is work I still love the job I do and it pays well. I still dont have a boyfriend, husband, or someone I care to look at or talk to for longer then an hour. So life is good. Haha.

I am excited to get this thing start.

So So Bad at blogging!

So obviously I am bad at this. And I am still in agreement with my last post which was 2 years ago.

Disappointment

So I have decided that boys are all gay. The End

Conclusions!

So in my life I have come to a lot of conclusions. Well for example I was an idiot when I was 16, 17, and 18. Thinking I would be married by 19 and wanting to be. I'm 24, not married and kind of happy I am not. I mean I know there are lots of joys in being married, but I know I am no where close to getting married. Or getting to know another person real good. I don't even know who I really am. I mean I do but somethings I do kind of surprise me. If you have ever met me I am scared of everything but with a little pressure I'll do pretty much anything. I know its not a good thing but it is true. If I can make someone else happy I'll do it. I also have come to a conclusion on what a true friend is. I won't go into that but I do. Also I like old things like anything thing old looking. I was just joking with my mom about buying a house within the next year and all the houses I looked at, the older, more character filled homes were the ones I liked. Also another reason I don't think I am married is I like the wrong kind of guys, actually take that back cuz when I like the right kind of boys(sam fox)I get destroyed. But the other kind of wrong for me guys are guys that drink, smoke, already have a baby. But somehow that just catches my interest. And you don't have to comment to this post by saying anything like there is still hope, keep looking, cuz I don't want to hear it I've heard it plenty on times. And well it doesn't help. I still love you all though.

On a plus note we will be moving in to our new house in less then 30 days!!!